I'm Venomous.

The Venomous thoughts in my fugged up head

This is a song that I've created using as many methods possible.

1.  My favorite video game growing up was "The Amazing Spider-Man" for PSX.
And, so I've used the most "Hip-hopish" song from the soundtrack and looped it.

2.  The inspiration towards the lyrics originated from a video from Onision.
So, I've used a direct quote from the video in the introduction of the song.
(He speaks about youth in which shoes I've walked in.)

3.  Suicidal thoughts are usually induced by either drugs or mental disabilities.
(Both in which cause the darkness within my mental state)
So, the lyrics are based on the pure thoughts coming from an unstable mind.

4.  I like to promote my abilities to unleash my anger on a song.
Along with playing with my words, exceeding my poetry, and entering a stage of bliss and creativity.


So, I've composed a song called "Bipolar Possibilities" based on the fact that bipolar disease runs in my blood.
I've taken all very important things in my life and filed them neatly into the fabric of this song.

This song is deeper than it appears, give it thought.

~ Enjoy! ~

SCHRAM

Bipolar Possibilities - Schram ( Cough Blood 2011 )

Hi, guys thanks for visiting my Official Blogger page.  This post is just an introduction to get me started.  I'm new to the whole blog thing.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Well, I'm a 16 year-old student from S.A.M Secondary and I've been recently rejected from their hands due to lack of attendance and attitude adjustments.  I'm from Ontario, Canada, and I've grown up and still living here in this small town.  I've exceeded my talents in the arts ever since I was about 10 years of age, and I've been doing nothing else ever since I was twelve.  Everything that I do I have taught myself over the 16 years.  I've taught myself how to graphic design, play piano, play the drums, draw, paint, etc.  (Basically, my whole life revolves around the arts)
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I've also developed the skill of writing stories, short stories, and journal entries.  I've been practicing this since the third grade, and in the ninth grade I entered the A.P.E.C at my high school for one semester (Advanced Placement English Coarse), and passed with a 97%, excluding several unexplained absences, resulting in a 85%.  For about a year at this point, I was heavily abusing Marijuana, smoking several grams several times a day every day for 365 days.  Between the 6 month span of early summer to late winter, I induced myself into an extreme prescription drug battle.  After being diagnosed with severe panic disorder, I was prescribed a drug called 'Xanax' corporate name.  Not exactly a powerful drug but when abused, it almost feels like the word 'heroine'.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Thus resulting in the expulsion of student "David Schram", and now I'm sitting here, a week into my summer break, typing into a little box.  The point of this blog is to explain the passion behind my 'work'.  My entire 16 years on this Earth has been quite the adventure along with the allies I've spent it with.  I have delivered every ounce of my story, through the arts, and into the cesspool of the internet.  What people don't expect is what form of 'art' I have chosen to tell it with, excluding my skills as a 'Author Wannabe'. 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Hip-hop.  The plastic genre that can be and is constantly heated up by the media, and melted into a different shape and form, but remains the same substance.  It's been thirty years since the birth of Hip-hop and as it began to grow, it has changed about 30 times.  Now, it's 2011 and it is a form of art, one of the most legendary forms in todays world too.  I know not much about it, however I know what it takes to deliver what is needed in the form of Hip-hop.  I didn't just grow up writing short novels, I grew up with love for music, especially rap, writing poetry every single day of my life.  
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

It's not about the money, it's about the memory.
It's not about the drugs, it's about the battle.
It's not about the sex, it's about the emotions.
It's not about the fame, it's about the security.
This is Hip-hop, and it's used to show inner thoughts, emotions, memories, and feeling.

And, I refuse to abuse the heavenly gift that we have been blessed with.
Schram, I Am.